There comes a time you asked yourself WHY ME??

There comes a time you asked yourself WHY ME??



When someone is going through a storm,
Your silent presence is more powerful
  Than a million empty words...~♡~


So many people think that I am a strong person .. but there were times that I can't help asking myself   WHY ME?? Today I am sharing a glimpse of my daily life ... I am always a happy positive kind of person , who live life to the fullest. Living a simple life with a positive attitudes who loves to smile no matter what the day brings.


But things change ... For someone who 's always on the move, everything changed, financially , physically ...and sometimes emotionally   there are even times that standing up is almost impossible ,  
 For more than two years I'd been suffering from a knee pain .. For a year I just kept listening to my doctor that I have an Arthritis due to age ..  I kept quiet  and silently  suffered in pain .. not listening what my body is telling me .. Until finally I decided to asked my doctor for M.R.I. After months of waiting , crying and sleepless night due to my Knee injuries ,   taking pills for Arthritis at the same time doing my Physiotherapy without any good results. Finally I decided to stopped taking  my pills .. sleepless night turned into searching the internet on how to divert my pain and finally tried my hands in  Watercolor Painting and sketching just to eased the pain .. I read that Watercolor are the hardest thing to do..  Knowing me .. I always challenged myself . I called it ~ TURNING my Negative Energy Into CREATIVITY. Voila ! I DID IT!!
Pain or No Pain .. Nothing can Stop me doing things I love to do ..Once again I accomplished something that is foreign to me. 


I am a very positive person I never complain . Only my closest friends and Families knows about my conditions. I am always in a Happy mood I always Smile through any pain. Until  earlier last year Feb 2013 I finally had my first   Arthroscopy surgery to repair my meniscus tear on my right knee .. but It didn't stop there .. Like I always said .. JUST MY LUCKY day .. both my knees is suffering from meniscus tears.. I again waited for another ten months ..until finally last Dec. 24, 2013 my left knee received another surgery .. And for now I am still recuperating from my surgery ... Many are now wondering how did I do it ??... without them knowing what I am going through .. because I Never stop... I kept my self busy to forget my pain . All I can say is .. I don't like to full down anyone with my own misery .. I always want to share Happy thoughts and not putting anyone down. 


 I shared these part of my Life to the world to let you know that .. Giving up is not an Option .. NO Matter what you're going through right now .. EVERYTHING WILL PASS In Due TIME .. we just have to wait and be patient .. Most importantly we need to keep our Faith .. and the most important thing is to surround ourselves with a positive attitude , a company of a Positive people , A loving and understanding family .   I would like to say THANK YOU TO all the people who were there in times of my needs .. YOU ARE MY ROCK.. You think I keep you smiling .. but in Truth You are the reason why I KEEP On SMILING.✿◠‿◠).. Now you know why I always keep on repeating that phrase ..  



I read and copied these before and I kept it near me ...I read it many ... many times .. most Specially when the question WHY ME is creeping into my mind . -
" It's said that misery loves company. I believe that the reverse is also true, that happiness loves company. So the best protection against misery is to be happy as we can be, and also to keep the company of happy people. To be happier, you keep a company with a happier class of people. If we're not so happy, then we can seek out  people who know about happiness and who also keep happy company. When we need a refresher course in happiness, we will then always have company who love happy classmates, and can teach us more happy ways. Take an advanced course in happiness, and keep the company of other happy people.


To End .. I am BLESSED and  I ALWAYS BELIEVE THAT THE BEST IS YET TO COME!... Because Miracles happen every time Yours could be next.

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